I wish I had something to say. It’s not for the lack of wanting. It’s just not there right now. Hasn’t been in over a year. So many ideas, so little execution. A shock to the system just might be what I need to revitalize the desire to speak again. Something to kick me out of the rut. Something that makes me want to say, “I have something to say now. Will you listen? That just might be what I need indeed. I think it’s about to happen now. I think I might be onto something new, something fresh, something different.

Or…

I could just go watch some porn. instead